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released January 1, 2014

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Track Name: frd6
i cant
shake the
daydream
of water
swallow
my body

i cant
stop the
visions
of my face
collapsing in.

kill the body.

i cant
arrest the
desire
to drive my
car into water.

drown the body.
Track Name: frd9
i have a secret
i wrote it out.
when i am alone
someones
always waiting
to kick me in the head
when i am down.

i have a secret
i wrote it out.
when i am alone

someones
always waiting

to kick me in the mouth
when i am hurt.

regardless of how i try
it doesn't matter what i do
despite sustained hope

someones always waiting.
Track Name: frd12
i guess i am tired of feeling this way
it doesn't seem like things will ever change
but rest assured that i don't blame you
it's just the time of year
and the time for me to go.

i promise that you don't have to worry
this is really what i want
rest assured that i have put much thought
into the way in which
yes, it's the time for me to go.
Track Name: frd10
i wont cry
or protest
when they find
my empty chest.

i will not forget you
when i discard
all of my belongings
and these empty scars.

i won't be seeing you next holiday.
i won't be seeing you.
Track Name: frd13
i was going to kill myself.